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Chaos v1.6
Beautiful Alone love for the world...
  Coverboy: Shirou Kamui
  Manga: X/1999
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  Comment: Blue blue blue and blood~~!!
  *BIG grin*

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Beautiful Alone
(Weiß Kreuz)

Toge no aru kotoba dake
Kono machi wa utsushiteru itsumo
Meguri au hito ga nagareru

Shinjitara kuzuresou
Fuan dake dakishimeru hibi yo
Moshi mo koko ni anata ga
Itara hanasanai no ni

Tokei no oto ni oi-kakerareru
Wasureru koto de kyou no hi wo
Boku wa ikite iru yo

Anata to boku to no sabishisa wo
Kasaneru you ni shite kuchizukeru
Futari ga itameta kizuato ga
Utsukushii wakare wo tsugeru darou

Nayamashii yoru dake ga
Ai no kage shitte iru kitto
Michikakeru tsuki wo samayou

Eien ga owattara
Munashisa ni tsutsumareru sotto
Sora ni kieru tsubame no
Tsubasa boku ni attara

Shizuka na ame ni yasashiku yureru
Nanika wo motome sono kawari
Boku wa ai wo nakusu

Anata to boku to no kanashimi wo
Itawari-au you ni dakishimeru
Futari ga nozoita omoide ga
Utsukushii kodoku wo egaku darou

Anata to boku to no sabishisa wo
Kasaneru you ni shite kuchizukeru
Futari ga itameta kizuato ga
Utsukushii wakare wo tsugeru darou



Sakura Saku

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          .: Friday, September 07, 2001 :.

A month and three quarters to graduation and counting.... ^^;;;;

[ Shikami's winamp now playing: "Thanatos ~ If I Can't Be Yours" -- Loren & Mash ]

*sighs* Everything's busy busy.... finished all my Chinese assessments... all my English assessments..... gotta couple more assessment prac experiments to complete for Chem and one more Specialist Math assessment to do next thursday before everything boils down to final exams.... >_< And I have to finalize my preferences for University courses in two weeks.... Waahhhh~!!! So much to do... so little time~!!!!! *sniffs*

[ Shikami's winamp now playing: "Give a Reason" -- Hayashibara Megumi (Lina Inverse) ]

Someone once said, "It is indeed ironic that we spend our school days yearning to graduate and our remaining days waxing nostalgic about our school days." *nodnod* Totally agree..... I remember my first few days in high school..... "I can't believe I'm the baby of the school again..... I'll have five more years of this shit......." And now look.... once again one of the *giants* (not literally... I'm actually not that tall *pouts*) of the school... wearing the flash final year jumpers and with only a few more days of high school left....

[ Shikami's winamp now playing: "The Fourth Avenue Cafe" -- L'arc~en~Ciel ]

It's scary really, how time flies... Cliched as it is, it still feels like yesterday that I was walking away from my primary school for the last time, having my grade 6 graduation ceremony, talking with my primary school teachers and principal about coming back for visits (I did go back occasionally ^_^ The place has changed since it merged with another school....) and all that other stuff.....

And now I think I should stop being nostalgic before I end up all depressed... I hate being depressed before going to bed..... I usually wake up in a bad mood if I do (even though I can't wake up on the proverbial "wrong" side of the bed since my bed is in a corner ^^;;;;)

[ Shikami's winamp now playing: "Spirit of the Globe" -- Okui Masami (LIVE) ]

So anyways... off that topic~!

This is a REALLY nice song~!!! Especially coz it's Okui-sama LIVE!! It's one of the songs from Jungle de Ikou.... or so I'm led to believe.... sorta a pop-ballad.... very VERY nice~!! Lotsa sax (I love the sounds a sax makes by the way~!!! *grins* Too bad I'm more of a classical/jazz piano person myself..... not that I'm that good anyway....) and Okui-sama's GREAT voice~!!! Me really really LIKE~!!!

[ Shikami's winamp now playing: "Cross My Heart" -- Daybreak ]

The second Ceres ending~!!! One of the series I definitely am gonna finish once this year is over.... Me like Tooya~!! ^_^ Though I keep expecting to hear Midorikawa Hikaru's voice whenever he talks coz he looks so much like Tama-chan from FY.... But Tooya's voice is MUCH deeper... and I'm not sure that I actually like it.... I'm not sure I like many of the voices in AnC actually... although that could be because I haven't seen too much of it.....

But Tooya's red hair is ultimately cool~!!! ^_^ Well.... that and the fact that he reminds me of a cross between Hori-sama and Tama-chan..........

[ Shikami's winamp now playing: "One ~ Kono yo no Hatete mo Hanarenai" -- Daybreak ]

And the first ending~!! ^_^

But anyways... having read most of the manga.... (Sutsume-chan won't let me read the last two volumes until I've graduated *pouts*) I can tell you right now that Sahara Miori is not gonna be one of my favorites.... in fact, she'll probably be pissing me off for more reasons than that she's just a bitch........ reason? Her seiyuu is Yajima Akiko -- the famed voice from our FAVORITE *snort* princess with the huge-ass pink limo.....

And I know I've said it more than once but me don't really like Yajima Akiko's voice.... it grates on me sometimes.... *shudders*

[ Shikami's winamp now playing: "Brave Eyes" -- Orikasa Ai (Quatre) ]

Waii~!!! Qua-chan's best song~~!!!

Well... anyways.... better get going and get some sleep....... school tomorrow.... *cringe*

          .: Wednesday, August 29, 2001 :.

Blogging the day of my last chinese internal assessment for the year~!!!!

[ Shikami's winamp now playing: "Waiting For You" -- Akira Sudou (Priss) ]

*sweatdrops* Ya know... it's scary really, how fast the year has flown by... -_-;;; I'm just a little under two months away from graduation... and two of those weeks are the September holidays -- in which I'll probably be doing nothing but work *rolls eyes* or maybe getting my L-plates *crosses fingers* hopefully! Me wanna be able to drive~!!! Me wanna practise over the long LONG hols at Christmas.... too bad my trip back to China is only scheduled for three weeks.... *growls* stupid Chinese exam~! Finishing SOOO late~~~~~~ *whines* everyone'll be gone by the time I finish exams~~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *sniffles* *would kick chinese exam but it's kinda hard to kick something that's three months away* *glares*

[ Shikami's winamp now playing: "Brave Eyes" -- Orikasa Ai (Quatre) ]

Wai~!! Qua-chan's best song, IMHO~!!! ^_^ From the Blind Target Soundtrack.... KAWAII~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

But anyways... the BEST reason for NOT looking forward to the end of year is DEFINITELY exams..... the BEST reason FOR looking forward to the end of year is the trip of course.... then there's the other trip with friends and without the parental units (not that I have a problem with going places with my parents ^^;;;; it's just that occasionally, it gets a bit constricting...)... and then there's the LOADS of actual FREE time~!!!! Wai~!

[ Shikami's winamp now playing: "Ryuusei no Solitude" -- Hiyama Nobuyuki (Hiei) ]

YYH songs~!! Haven't heard them in so long~!!

And the BEST OF ALL~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!! My anime ban expires after my last exam~!!!!! WAAAAAAAAAAIIIIIIIIIIII~!!!!!!!!!!!!! Celebrate~!!!!! So many things to see~!!!!! Shall I list?? *giggles* I think I shall....

Houshin Engi~!! Utena~!! (though I'm told to beware the ending coz it's weird ^^;;;) Ayashi no Ceres~!! Gravitation~!! Yami no Matsuei~!! Saber Marionette J~!! Saber Marionette JtoX~!! Saiyuki~!! The bits of YYH that I haven't seen~!! So wanna see the actual fight scenes from the Urabuto Satsujin~!! *sweatdrops* Hang on... that's Recca...... well I definitely wouldn't mind Recca reruns but... the one from YYH is Ankoku Bujutsukai!! ^^;;; seriously... tournaments with weirdo names.....

The one downside to this..... me don't have enough CASH~!!!! $_$;;;; I don't have enough cash now and I certainly won't enough cash AFTER my trip to China coz this is my "Shop till I run out of money" trip *LOL* Me gonna attempt to bring back lots and lotsa anime VCDs and manga and whatever I can't get I'll see if I can con Sutsume-chan into bringing some back for me from Taiwan ^_^

[ Shikami's winamp now playing: "Inoruyouni Aishiteru" -- Araki Kae (Miaka) ]

*cringe* me not a big fan of Araki Kae..... me can distinguish her voice easy... but me don't like it..... whiny..... NEXT

[ Shikami's winamp now playing: "Tamashii no Refrain" -- ?? Tabris Remix ]

Wai~!! Good song~!! LOVE this song~!! May not understand Evangelion too much and may have thought that the Death and Rebirth movies were a waste of good cold hard cash but the songs still kick ass~!! ^_^

*sighs* back to the cash problem... maybe me'll go and find a part-time thing somewhere...... but maybe not.... dunno......

Anyways... that's like three months down the track.... between then I still gotta hawl myself through one more Chinese assessment (TODAY~!!! ^^;;;), one more Specialist Maths assessment.... one more English assessment and a few more assessment pracs for Chem..... and then there's my Chinese Oral exam... English exam.... TWO Spec exams.... Chem exam... and my Uni Accounting exam........ -_-;;; Nope... shouldn't be thinking too far ahead.... better concentrate on those chapters of Spec and Chem I'm behind in.... *cringe*

Good thing I have a free day on tomorrow.... gotta at least catch up in one subject..... working day... -_-;;; bad bad....

[ Shikami's winamp now playing: "Tatoe Kimi ga Hohoende mo" -- Midorikawa Hikaru (Heero) ]

Hee-chan~!!! ^_^

Anyways, better get going... otherwise I'm not gonna be able to remember the reforms being made the chinese education system for my oral in ohh.... eight hours *cringe* Oyasumi~!!

          .: Thursday, August 16, 2001 :.

*yawn* really tired...

[ Shikami's winamp now playing: "Labyrinth" -- E.M.U. ]

Did the UMAT today... or is that yesterday ^^;;; then went to uni... kept falling asleep during the lecture so now I gotta read over all my consolidation of companies notes again about eliminating something or other so I don't double up while counting assets and... yeah... I should stop rambling... *L* It probably doesn't help that it's been the fourth day in a row that I've had a blood nose... bad ones too... -_-;; somehow, I think it's turning into a chronic condition. Not fun....

Although I guess it could be because I really am not getting enough sleep... pulled an all-nighter on sunday night coz I was too stuck into this book. For those of you who love fantasy and politics (surprisingly enough, I do like mild politics in books) and an author who is not afraid to write about darker sides of life, I'd highly recommend Terry Goodkind's "Sword of Truth" series.

[ Shikami's winamp now playing: "Heart wa Koukiatsu" -- E.M.U. ]

The one I'm reading right now is "Blood of the Fold" third in the series, and it's really REALLY good!! I rarely find books this good anymore. Which is a bit of a pity because once I find a good author, I tend to plough through all their books available before moving on... ^^;;; probably a bad habit left over from anime, since I love to just throw myself into a series *LOL* The problem is when you finish that series (or author) and then find out that you haven't yet found anything else as good to watch/read... It's a bit discouraging...

And before I forget, for a Heero/Duo ficcy based on Terry Goodkind's "Sword of Truth" series, please go read Annabelle's "The Confessor Series" already up in Gundam Wing Addiction!! It is one of my all time favorite ficcies!! ^_^

[ Shikami's winamp now playing: "Endless Song" -- Midorikawa Hikaru ]

Anyways, guess I'd better go to bed... even though I'm going to school late tomorrow (or today ^^;;) I should at least get some sleep..... -_-;;;

Ja, oyasumi....

          .: Wednesday, August 08, 2001 :.

^^;; I should go to sleep....

[ Shikami's winamp now playing: "Dark Side Stories" -- Nakahara Shigeru & Hiyama Nobuyuki (Youko Kurama & Hiei) ]

But... I figured that since a month has passed, it was time to switch layouts for Chaos *L* This is getting to be almost a monthly thing... How does the new layout look?? ^_^ I love this piccy of Kamui... he just looks so.... angsty!! And you gotta love the bloody X carved into his shoulder... *L* Or maybe that's just my morbid streak talking.... probably...

Anyhow, this is a switch from my usual black/red combos.... and I gotta say that the black/blue combo works pretty well... But maybe there's just a little bit to clear up about the title. Chaos v1.6 is titled "Beautiful Alone... my love, for the world..." If you actually read the faint words on the above picture, you'll see that it actually talks about giving up love in exchange for something.

[ Shikami's winamp now playing: "Forever Love" -- X Japan ]

*grins* How appropriate.... the X/1999 theme ^_^ If you haven't heard this song, you're missing out on something really good!! And if you haven't heard "Beautiful Alone" by Weiss -- the theme for Chaos v1.6 -- then you must!! It's a really really good song!! ^_^

So anyways, thus "my love, for the world" is actually meant to imply "my love" *in exchange* "for the world" -- as technically that's what Kamui has to do... sacrifice his love for Fuuma and Kotori in order to save the world. It is not meant to imply that Kamui loves the world!! That point is much debatable at the moment... *LOL*

So yes... and I think that my X craze is finally starting to wind down a bit *L* Well... at least until I get new fodder... So Chaos might only be experiencing one or two more X layouts before I move onto something a little less morbid.... or a little more morbid, depending on how you look at it *L* Which series?? That's a secret!! ^_^

[ Shikami's winamp now playing: "Heart of Sword" -- T.M.Revolution ]

Oohhh, Kenshin theme!!! ^_^ NICE!!

Okies... now I'm gonna go to sleep *L*

*huggles Kamui* I LOVE KAMUI IN THIS LAYOUT!!! ^_^
Shikami Yamino at 1:49 AM